To anyone who knows me and has yet to hear the news I have amnesia, not complete amnesia. I'm starting to remember semi-recent things.

If you still speak to me, or even if you don't I need help to fill in the gaps and I would love to meet anyone who knows me and considers me their friend, especially if I met and sustained a relationship with you during/after 2002 up to now.

My email is prettz@gmail.com
I have a facebook page: http://www.facebook.com/samueljholmes?ref=profile

And I am sporadically online to chat here are the chat services I have regained access to.

MSN Messenger: 'prettz_@hotmail.com' is no longer available, it is now 'prettz@live.com'

Yahoo Messenger: 'prettzl' still works but I don't know the password I have access to it when I'm on my laptop.

AIM: 'prettzsirbaka' still works. New names 'prettzlsays' and 'washedupdropout'.

ICQ: 62236377 as always~

Contact me in any way you can!

I'd be lying if I said I regret nothing.

I regret that you still don't take me seriously.

I want to lose control again.

News hit the presses today.

I'm going to be a man soon.

Look out world!

"I'm on a planet without air, and you're my oxygen tank. I don't know when it happened, but I realized that you're my Prozac; the only thing on earth to banish my manic-depression. In your presence I find salvation from this never ending anxiety that the sky is slowly crushing me; taking on weight and pushing down, Hell swallowing everything from below. Together we walk on air."

I love you too {Ezra}.

Working on a project right now for my next YouTube video.

Also, the score so far is as such:

Camera: 2
Me: 6

I've had 1 video eaten and the one I thought I was shooting today simply not record because I didn't press the button hard enough. So the next "other project that I'm doing in regard to hair above my shoulders" WILL be a success because the third time is a charm.

Also I have a tripod in the works, just need to buy a bolt that threads with the spot on the bottom of the camera correctly~ I might even mold one.

And just so I don't miss out on my second opportunity to tell some random person to fuck off I thought I'd tell everyone, especially you, to fuck off in a prompt and orderly fashion.

P.S.
Just found out that DJ is more than likely a measure 11 candidate~

7 years, no parole, no early release. Felon, out of jail at 30~

Could I be happier?

I'm back in Greshamtown again.

Already donated plasma once this week, going again tomorrow.

Posted a video on YouTube of my time at the farm.

More in a while, time for sleep~

Yay~ I get a day off. I decided that rather than sleep in all day that I'd come down to the farm house and drop a few megabytes of science on the internet.

But since the internet is so slow I'm mostly just updating facebook and getting the shiz ready for my youtube video editing.

Facebook photos updated, only 1 "new" photo really of my "beard".

It feels almost as if [I haven't done a, real, hard day's work in my life]. It's the (blisters on my hands) that tell me this.

Why doesn't hard {work make} me [tired].

Working on another vLog, update imminent.